perfect

Perfect
Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all doing
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
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Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

onwards the 31st

"i've been brought down to my knees, and i've been pushed way past the point of breaking but i can take it...i'll be back, back on my feet...this is far from over, you haven't seen the last of me..."

sung by Cher from the movie Burlesque

inspiring.
last days.

31, here i come

the long and winding road

thesis defense...
is
DONE

revision on spacing

conceptual framework was criticized,
but it was already fixed right there and then

so,
spacing :)

after months of hard work...
an easy task for the revision
means sweet success

:)

a few more days of paperworks, reports, quizzes, oral exams, seminar, and the finals
then it's all over :)

***ang gastos ng 4th year ha!? hahaha

a whole new world

a whole new world of understanding

a memorandum of agreement

now, i can finally say that

we are gonna be together

f
o
r
e
v
e
r

MT

possible MT daw ako,
and that should be a good thing...
but can it be that i am also feeling MT?

i don't wanna be
a someone who gets dictated upon
i don't wanna be
a dictator

you make me feel so unaccomplished
is it just jealousy?

you make me feel so accomplished
is it just that you haven't done anything yet?

any angle seems
empty

the sponge

empty?
no, and hopefully will never be
but
the sponge seem so full
that it starts to overflow and ooze

too much of anything is
bad
and too much has already been
absorbed

later,
the sponge can no longer contain it
just like a bomb,
it will explode...
it will,
trust me

sponges can only take so much
.
.
.
liquid

more than just your typical graduating student

prelims is done
thesis is almost finished
immersion is finally over

DEFENSE...say no more
papers, papers, and more PAPERS! and reports...not just basic references needed, more like of a researcher's work already
quizzes, not your typical quiz...more like of, what the heck was the Dean thinking!?
other stressors

are just around the corner

screw YOU
you who told me that 4th year is easy...
i never found it to be easy, not even in the slightest sense

so tired

a few weeks left...sweet graduation, here i come!
hoping, still...