sanctuary

you are my peace and my sanctuary, but how can that be possible if you're the one that's causing me all this pain right now? i find peace and myself in you, but how can i feel right when everything just feels wrong? understanding and space, as they say, is the key...but how can i try to understand you if you just don't want to let me understand you? how about space? you are my space and my sanctuary...with that, i am having a hard time giving us some space...i am attached to you

i am sorry for all the stupid things i've done, but believe me i didn't mean to cause you pain as well... :(

i love you

unexplainable sadness

i am sad, obviously
but the reason for this loneliness is not that clear
i want to blame you, but i just can't
i want to cry, but i just don't want to

is history going to repeat itself?
i hope not the bad parts
i hope not the bad parts
i hope not the bad parts

for all it's worth it's already near breaking dawn

a retreat to remember

december 01, 2010-december 03, 2010
caleruega

a place to remember
memories that would last a lifetime
friends to share it with
and a heartbreak that i caused

the place was breath-taking
the activities nourished my soul
and the people were just awesome

on that retreat, however, i did not do anything which is why i caused a heartbreak
and i am sorry

i'll make it up to you
someday, somehow

i'm supposed to talk to you again now, but you're not yet home
you're somewhere else :/

pag-aaral

well wala namang bago, aral parin...yun nga lang mas busy at stressed na ngayon...siguro dahil graduating rin ako...or siguro dahil stress parin ang mga prof ko...ewan ko lang

but despite having difficult subjects and professors, i enjoy it all while not having to compensate for the learning part... :D

i can always brag about having difficult subjects and great professors who mold me into the best student who i can be

GRRAWR

GRRAWR!! may blog entry ako dapat...kaso medyo low-tech ang UST internet connection kaya nawala...pati yun sa thesis, epal parin ang internet connection!! :O

ang ganda ng internet dito :/

a birthday to remember

"happy birthday!"

na-touch po ako sa lahat ng mga bumati, nakaalala, nagtext, tumawag at nagparamdam...
d ko po kayo malilimutan...

taos-puso po akong nagpapasalamat sa inyong lahat :D

thesis

stressful days...
sabi ng iba, ang career raw ng group ko...career nga ba?! e parang wala pa nga kaming nagagawa eh... :( nahihiya na nga rin kami sa thesis adviser namin eh... haiiii, pano na ba to?!

buti na lang inspired :) hahaha...biglang siningit? wala lang :)