another good song

B R O K E N
Seether feat. Evanescence

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

04:01AM

it's 04:01am and I'm still pretty much awake...

weird...I've been in front of the computer for the past "n" hours
but unlike before,it feels so quiet today

listen
sound
heartbeat

sleep

one

i will never forget this one...

now and forever

untitled figure 3.4

these days are different
last year was the time of my life
today, i am just waiting for death to arrive

they say that life is meaningful only when you are at the top
well i beg to differ because it's when you're down and low when you'll learn to realize that the best things in life-ah, you've experienced it all...it only takes a positive outlook in life to realize that
yes i miss the man I, but I don't regret anything right now just because I am still that man (with the exception that I have a lot less obligations)
I chose this road, and I may miss myself sometimes
BUT I don't regret what I did yesterday because tomorrow is another opportunity for me to discover a new road-a road that may be similar in nature or a road that would be more arduous for me to take
life is a rollercoaster even if you're almost at the end of the ride

i am waiting for death to arrive

free

a few seconds
that's how long it took me to know about some people
a few minutes
that's how long it took me to be the topic of the year
one day
that's how long it took me to realize some things
one month
that's how long it took me to finally get over some things

a few wrong moves and just about one good turn
that's what made me understand that i didn't need an inspiration when i thought that i needed it
i need to be who i am
after all, i am...free

arte

ayaw na ayaw ko sa mga tao ang ugaling pag-iinarte...

nasaktan ng minsan, patatagalin ito hangga't sa maging self-inflicted na lang ang sakit...in short, nag-iinarte...
di ko lubos na maintindihan kung bakit kailangan mag-inarte ang mga tao pero hindi ko rin sila masisi sapagkat ako mismo ay nag-iinarte pa-minsan minsan...
bakit nga ba kailangan mag-inarte?
hindi ko rin alam...
hindi ko alam...
hindi ko malalaman...

against all odds

everything and everyone is against me...
but you know what?
it's when these things happen that you find out who's real or not
it's when these things happen that you learn

all the pain
all the sorrow
all the hatred
all the bitterness
is gone

and despite everything that had happened,
i can finally say that
i am still happy

nothing as weak as these can break me
i am stronger than what people can see about me

i may be too vocal about it to my friends
i may be too quiet about these to some
but you know what?
i am my own being and nothing and no one can make me feel bad without my consent
i managed to learn it all by myself

i may be ranting on things
and i may seem vulnerable right now
but believe me, some people just taught me how to get over them

break me and i'll stand firm