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these days are different
last year was the time of my life
today, i am just waiting for death to arrive

they say that life is meaningful only when you are at the top
well i beg to differ because it's when you're down and low when you'll learn to realize that the best things in life-ah, you've experienced it all...it only takes a positive outlook in life to realize that
yes i miss the man I, but I don't regret anything right now just because I am still that man (with the exception that I have a lot less obligations)
I chose this road, and I may miss myself sometimes
BUT I don't regret what I did yesterday because tomorrow is another opportunity for me to discover a new road-a road that may be similar in nature or a road that would be more arduous for me to take
life is a rollercoaster even if you're almost at the end of the ride

i am waiting for death to arrive

free

a few seconds
that's how long it took me to know about some people
a few minutes
that's how long it took me to be the topic of the year
one day
that's how long it took me to realize some things
one month
that's how long it took me to finally get over some things

a few wrong moves and just about one good turn
that's what made me understand that i didn't need an inspiration when i thought that i needed it
i need to be who i am
after all, i am...free

arte

ayaw na ayaw ko sa mga tao ang ugaling pag-iinarte...

nasaktan ng minsan, patatagalin ito hangga't sa maging self-inflicted na lang ang sakit...in short, nag-iinarte...
di ko lubos na maintindihan kung bakit kailangan mag-inarte ang mga tao pero hindi ko rin sila masisi sapagkat ako mismo ay nag-iinarte pa-minsan minsan...
bakit nga ba kailangan mag-inarte?
hindi ko rin alam...
hindi ko alam...
hindi ko malalaman...

against all odds

everything and everyone is against me...
but you know what?
it's when these things happen that you find out who's real or not
it's when these things happen that you learn

all the pain
all the sorrow
all the hatred
all the bitterness
is gone

and despite everything that had happened,
i can finally say that
i am still happy

nothing as weak as these can break me
i am stronger than what people can see about me

i may be too vocal about it to my friends
i may be too quiet about these to some
but you know what?
i am my own being and nothing and no one can make me feel bad without my consent
i managed to learn it all by myself

i may be ranting on things
and i may seem vulnerable right now
but believe me, some people just taught me how to get over them

break me and i'll stand firm

I DESPERATELY NEED YOU

Meteor Shower
Owl City

i can finally see
that you're right beside me

i am not my own
for i have been made new
please don't let me go
i desperately need you

i am not my own
for i have been made new
please don't let me go
i desperately need you

it's a beautiful day

060210
it's a beautiful day...
really...
it couldn't been better...

a call
rain
slacking

Lee DeWyze's song is a mere representation, good one

JFK by gray matters

gray matter can mean a lot of things...

what comes into your mind when i say gray matter? it may mean stuff that are gray or the thing in the brain (i am not that sure, lol)...thing is, there is a lot inside every story, and there is a lot of explanations, reasons, hidden meaning-the literary stuff geniuses do...

you might also interpret this paragraph differently...well, that depends...that depends...

one thing's for sure though...the author knows his work best, not the critic and reader...

screw this