plastic plastic plastic

september 27, 2010

today i went to my friend's plastic factory
needless to say i was excited and ecstatic
but then again my friend was not there
i enjoyed it somehow

right now i'm somewhere close to the edge of my comfort zone
but i'm still satisfied

stoicism and justice

we discussed stoicism in class yesterday afternoon and i was very enlightened...
i want to be a stoic...
chill chill lang...
it's not that nothing's wrong, but it's just a matter of perspective...
we are our own worst enemies and we need to fix ourselves

a theory of justice by john rawls
this is my chosen theory for my ethics paper...
the concept is very interesting, however, the development of the theory itself is too dragging...
i have a few days to pull this off...
so help me God

ethics=the next big thing to hit town

heaven or hell?

fourth year sure means a lot of stress

but despite everything, i am inspired

unending papers, reports, quizzes, seminars, extra curricular activities

unending support, care, love

i learned to hate and to be hated

but i also learned how to love and to be loved

the end of pain

the beginning of happiness

hell

heaven

smiling like the sun

i'm tired of staring at the sun
so i've decided to smile just like the sun

facing hardships and trying to overcome them is difficult
so why not go with the flow?

if i can't beat the problems
i should just join them
and just let me be myself

i can smile a lot easier right now,
knowing that you are always there for me-
always here in my heart...

no matter how difficult each step is,
i will never ever face it alone anymore

i love you

harakiri

4ASN1
let
us
commit
harakiri!

together
we
shall
die



stressed... dying... dead...

nine to ten (intoxicated)

i was once so weak

but you helped me get through every struggle

i am now getting stronger by the minute

because i am empowered by your love

you make me whole and feel that i'm the luckiest guy on earth

every little thing you do is magic

every little thing you do is perfect

every little thing you do brings out the best out of me

you are my life, figuratively speaking,

but nonetheless consciousness drives me to go there

"the chairness of the chair

and even the tableness of the table"

...it may be too difficult for people to explain

but i daresay that i will go the distance just to have you

and i'll give up everything for you

i love you forever

and forever starts right now...

love drunk

i am sorry

this is tragic
i am sorry

i feel like my world's infected by problems and fears
solutions seem like a million miles away

i can only blame myself
and i've hurt myself by hurting you

sometimes i wish i could just evaporate
evaporate, and the world will never even notice anything different

i am just a tiny speck in this world-
a virus that seems to spread and help advance the annihilation of mankind

i was stupid
i am sorry

wake me up when september ends

september can't get any worse...
i've been hurt, and i've hurt my someone so bad...
we're both very damaged...

plus a lot of stress, and external pressures that never cease to exist...
i can't go on living a lie, but the truth hurts me more...

just wake me up when this nightmare is over...
wake me up when september ends...

or better yet, don't wake me up...