BETTER not BITTER

i remember you telling me that i am "better, not bitter"

and i tell you, that's what i feel right now
i feel fulfilled
...just cause it's not me

for a change, i know for a fact that i did good
:D

what's next

i gave up everything
i did everything
i don't regret anything
i did my best

when was the last time that i became good enough?
hmmm...i don't quite remember

in the end, my karma will be better

ridin' solo

RIDIN' SOLO
Jason Derulo

i'm putting on my shades to cover up my eyes,
i'm jumping in my ride, i'm heading out tonight,
i'm solo, i'm ridin' solo, i'm ridin' solo, i'm ridin' solo, solo
i'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine,
i'm loving cloud nine, my head's in the sky,
i'm solo, i'm ridin' solo, i'm ridin' solo, i'm ridin' solo

ikaw na :D

ikaw na ang bahala ah?
:D

mag-aantay na lang ulit ako
:D

someone else

ang hirap sabihin sa isang tao na may gusto pala sayo na may mahal ka na...
ang hirap kasi ayoko manakit o manggamit ng tao...
pero ayoko rin namang magpaasa...

:/ ano ba tong pinagsusulat ko?!

343

third month...four three! :D

am lovin it...every bit of it

sanctuary

you are my peace and my sanctuary, but how can that be possible if you're the one that's causing me all this pain right now? i find peace and myself in you, but how can i feel right when everything just feels wrong? understanding and space, as they say, is the key...but how can i try to understand you if you just don't want to let me understand you? how about space? you are my space and my sanctuary...with that, i am having a hard time giving us some space...i am attached to you

i am sorry for all the stupid things i've done, but believe me i didn't mean to cause you pain as well... :(

i love you

unexplainable sadness

i am sad, obviously
but the reason for this loneliness is not that clear
i want to blame you, but i just can't
i want to cry, but i just don't want to

is history going to repeat itself?
i hope not the bad parts
i hope not the bad parts
i hope not the bad parts

for all it's worth it's already near breaking dawn

a retreat to remember

december 01, 2010-december 03, 2010
caleruega

a place to remember
memories that would last a lifetime
friends to share it with
and a heartbreak that i caused

the place was breath-taking
the activities nourished my soul
and the people were just awesome

on that retreat, however, i did not do anything which is why i caused a heartbreak
and i am sorry

i'll make it up to you
someday, somehow

i'm supposed to talk to you again now, but you're not yet home
you're somewhere else :/