thinking outside the box

Q: how are you?
A: i guess i'm okay...why do you ask?

Q: you seem distracted...are you really okay?
A: uh yeah, i think so...i was down yesterday because of the chinese philo part 2 prelims, but i think i'm okay now...

Q: why do you say so?
A: cause i'm already smiling?

Q: ano naman kung naka-ngiti ka?
A: it's a sign of being happy even though i'm not...i'm a lonely clown, as you may notice and know...but i am really okay now...

Q: and so how does that make you feel?
A: it doesn't...

---teka lang ha? kinukulit kasi ako ng mga ka-thesis ko...babalikan kita soon hahaha---

the world better prepare

i wanna be a BILLIONAIRE so fricking bad

buy all of the things i never had

i wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine

smiling next to Oprah and the Queen

everytime i close my eyes

i see my name in shining lights

A DIFFERENT CITY EVERY NIGHT

oh i swear

the world better prepare for when i'm a billionaire

http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/travis-mccoy/billionaire-lyrics.html

waaaa...i wish it could be that easy

but then again ok lang kung hindi ako yumaman...

libre naman mangarap lang :D

a different city every night, wow talaga yun...

the world really needs to prepare for when i'm a billionaire

truth and lies

"the truth hurts, but lies are worse..."

yeah...it's better to be hurt by the truth than to be hurt because you found out something that you thought was the truth but was actually a lie...

i always ask of what the truth is...

really, what is it?

what is the truth?

it is an unending quest for me...

50 + 1 questions

[ZERO] Who was your last text from?- kambal

[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?- Batangas

[TWO] Your relationship status?- single and ready to mingle LOL

[THREE] What' s your littlest siblings name?- Frances Paola Jao Uyseco

[FOUR] Have you lost a close friend?- only one haha

[FIVE] What is your current mood?- happy

[SIX] Whats your brother(s) names ?- not applicable haha

[SEVEN] Sister's names ?- Frances Paola Jao Uyseco

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?- Tokyo, Japan

[NINE] Have a crazy side?- but of course

[TEN] Person you are closest with?- myself (emo)

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?- being emo, still (haha)

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?- not anymore

[THIRTEEN] What' s stopping you from going for the person you like?- she's not yet ready LOL arte

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?- a few weeks ago, i think

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?- duh

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?- being emo, still

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone ?- yung unggoy kong kakambal

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?- too many to mention! di dapat ganito ang tanong haha

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?- answering these questions...

[TWENTY] Do you trust anyone right now?- yup, of course

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?- SCHOOL UNIFORM po ang suot ko haha

[TWENTY- TWO] Have you hugged someone lately?- not recently

[TWENTY-THREE ] How many people have you loved?- subjective ang definition ng love haha

[TWENTY- FOUR] Describe your life in one word.- challenging

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who/ What are you thinking of right now?- no one/class ko mamaya kay Dr. Co at Dr. Jimenez

[TWENTY- SIX] What should you be doing right now?- studying

[TWENTY- SEVEN ] What are you listening to?- the sound of people cramming here in the library haha

[TWENTY- EIGHT ] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?- my mom :)

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?- my mom haha

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?- d naman

[THIRTY-ONE] What is your natural hair color ?- black

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh ?- yun unggoy parin

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?- alam niyo na yun, hahaha...leche

[THIRTY-FOUR] What pets do you have?- lamok haha

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair naturally curly or straight?- straight

[THIRTY-EIGHT ] Hugged the opposite sex in the past 3 days?- yes of course

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?- yup

[FORTY] Plans for the weekend?- church

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with your life right now?- oo naman

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?- nope, no one to be jealous of

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?- i don't wear jewelry haha

[FORTY- FOUR] What were you doing last Friday night ?- staring blankly while waiting for my marriage and family class to be over...SDP GA

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?- yup

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken a heart?- never...ako yun parating heart broken eh hahaha

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in?- yup

[FORTY-EIGHT ] Last person you hangout w/?- mae, edith and rohj

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?- 11pm lang ata...nakatulugan ko yun binabasa ko at mga katext ko haha

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?- happy

*ayedah, pa-kopya hahaha

"are you ready?!"

i suddenly remembered "ate" from axe philippines during their visit in UST...

(out of nowhere)
ate: hi! are you ready (keeps on talking...but i just can't remember what it is she's trying to say just because i'm so mesmerized at her)
wayne: uhm...(nodding my head)yes?!
(and the rest is history)

so here i am remembering that star-struck moment just because it's that time of the school year again...prelim exam week is just around the corner, and i am not ready! (well, i was never that ready for prelims...)

but this year will be different...
a lot less obligations will help me focus in studying hell-raised subjects such as Chinese Philosophy, Modern Japan, and the like... (good thing our Globalization and Development professor do not give prelim exams, LOL)

right now, i am not ready...
but i will soon be (hopefully)

*hi to ate*