intellectual vampires

there are a lot of intellectual vampires in the world, and i hate them...
i mean, they have their own brain cells right?
right?

hmm...
a thought to ponder...
i'm not really sure if they do have brain cells...damn

liar liar pants on fire

well i thought that you were different...
after all, "you value honesty"
really now?

yet again, i knew at that point that i need to find out the truth

the truth...ah, what is the truth?

researching, thinking, assessing what seems to be the greatest truth...
yes i found out that you are, in fact, a liar...
but then again i won't condemn you
just because i would like to keep it a secret from you...
i know better...
i don't think you know just who you are...
one day you might just burn up from lying too much

so, what's the truth? dare explaining?
no need
i already know

i'm not as dumb as you think
you're not as smart as you think

one day
i will just laugh at you for getting all caught up by your lies
and when that day comes
i'll just let you burn
cause you are a liar

liar liar pants on fire

SONA (part 2)

full of dire criticisms...

walk the talk...

i can't paste my GlobDev paper here...

just see the printed version

hahaha

SONA (part 1)

072610

1st State of the Nation Address of the newly elected president...

today is a very formal event and a very important part of Philippine history because of the SONA. a SONA is important because it tells about a certain administration's fulfilled projects, etc. today, however, Mr. President forgot about the necessity of declaring a holiday for then said event. it is important for each and everyone to know about what he has done in the past 26 days which is why there should be no classes today.

how can i assess and even write my paper about his SONA if i can't watch it because i have classes today?! i know that there is such a thing as internet and all, but i think that it is really important to see it live...it's different...it really is

i pause for awhile until the SONA itself takes place

never assume

NEVER assume


walang kwenta ang pag-assume dahil malamang hindi ito totoo...tsismis lang yan

ampalaya

di ko malaman kung bakit kaso parang gusto ko ng ampalaya ngayon...

hindi ako pihikan sa ganyang klaseng gulay kaso talagang gustong gusto ko niyan ngayon...dati rati ay iniiwasan ko pa yan (lalo na nung bata pa ko), ngunit ngayon parang gusto kong habulin ang super gulay na ampalaya...

total, healthy yun

another good song

B R O K E N
Seether feat. Evanescence

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

04:01AM

it's 04:01am and I'm still pretty much awake...

weird...I've been in front of the computer for the past "n" hours
but unlike before,it feels so quiet today

listen
sound
heartbeat

sleep

one

i will never forget this one...

now and forever

untitled figure 3.4

these days are different
last year was the time of my life
today, i am just waiting for death to arrive

they say that life is meaningful only when you are at the top
well i beg to differ because it's when you're down and low when you'll learn to realize that the best things in life-ah, you've experienced it all...it only takes a positive outlook in life to realize that
yes i miss the man I, but I don't regret anything right now just because I am still that man (with the exception that I have a lot less obligations)
I chose this road, and I may miss myself sometimes
BUT I don't regret what I did yesterday because tomorrow is another opportunity for me to discover a new road-a road that may be similar in nature or a road that would be more arduous for me to take
life is a rollercoaster even if you're almost at the end of the ride

i am waiting for death to arrive

free

a few seconds
that's how long it took me to know about some people
a few minutes
that's how long it took me to be the topic of the year
one day
that's how long it took me to realize some things
one month
that's how long it took me to finally get over some things

a few wrong moves and just about one good turn
that's what made me understand that i didn't need an inspiration when i thought that i needed it
i need to be who i am
after all, i am...free

arte

ayaw na ayaw ko sa mga tao ang ugaling pag-iinarte...

nasaktan ng minsan, patatagalin ito hangga't sa maging self-inflicted na lang ang sakit...in short, nag-iinarte...
di ko lubos na maintindihan kung bakit kailangan mag-inarte ang mga tao pero hindi ko rin sila masisi sapagkat ako mismo ay nag-iinarte pa-minsan minsan...
bakit nga ba kailangan mag-inarte?
hindi ko rin alam...
hindi ko alam...
hindi ko malalaman...

against all odds

everything and everyone is against me...
but you know what?
it's when these things happen that you find out who's real or not
it's when these things happen that you learn

all the pain
all the sorrow
all the hatred
all the bitterness
is gone

and despite everything that had happened,
i can finally say that
i am still happy

nothing as weak as these can break me
i am stronger than what people can see about me

i may be too vocal about it to my friends
i may be too quiet about these to some
but you know what?
i am my own being and nothing and no one can make me feel bad without my consent
i managed to learn it all by myself

i may be ranting on things
and i may seem vulnerable right now
but believe me, some people just taught me how to get over them

break me and i'll stand firm